
Type One Diabetes and the Comments that Followed
Type One Diabetes and the Comments that Followed
A year ago today, I went to the hospital after two weeks of sleepless nights, one month of not being able to think, and two months of exhaustion and muscle cramps. On top of those things, I could actually feel my blood pressure exploding, I could barely see and I was drinking water like it was going out of style. I knew I was a diabetic.
I have one of those odd memories. I can recall a lot of details from my childhood, I can watch a movie and quote it two years later. Its all useless information, I never quite used this gift to my advantage. But if you want to know how Zach and Lisa started dating on Saved by the Bell, I could tell ya. If you want to know where the term Saved by the Bell comes from, I could also tell ya.
I remember learning about diabetes in sixth grade by Miss Martenson. I was calmed by the fact that I was probably too old to get it. Go figure. But thanks to my recall, when I was feeling sick last year, I knew what those symptoms meant, I just thought it was Type 2.
I prayed to God on the way to the hospital, please, I dont want to be embarrassed by a Type 2 diagnosis. Somehow, Type 1 wasnt crossing my mind. I rationalized a million other things it could be but while I was on the cold, paper-lined, vinyl bed, listening to my Type 2 diagnosis, I just couldnt accept it.
I told the the Nurse Practitioner that doesnt seem right because. She looked at me inquisitively. Did I say something wrong? I thought again to myself. And she slowly replied, Ill be back. I waited in 20 minutes of silence. I was terrif
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